janecrocker's Journal, 04 April 2013

This is day one, I guess. I've had a lot of day ones. People say that it's important to not give up, but I think I am ready to give up. I want to give up on these feelings of self-hatred and pity and anger and shame. I am ready to give up on trying on clothing and wanting to cry. I want to not just try, but DO. Wish me luck.
272.4 lb Lost so far: 1.6 lb.    Still to go: 127.4 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.

Diet Calendar Entry for 04 April 2013:
700 kcal Fat: 24.52g | Prot: 31.33g | Carb: 88.17g.   Breakfast: Sugared or Glazed Doughnuts, Corned Beef, Boiled Egg, Poppy Seed Bagel, Low Fat Milk. more...

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Believe me, I've had so many "Day Ones" that I can't even keep track. I read in your profile that you are almost 20. I'm almost 30 and hate to say that I pretty much spent the last decade being over 200 pounds. I was 160 in high school (even senior year). Don't get me wrong, I've had a wonderful 20's. The best! I just wish I had someone to push me (more) in the last decade. When you are dieting, it seems like it will take forever to lose the weight (I still have plenty to go), but TRUST ME, you will feel better even after 15 pounds is off. The more you lose weight, the more addictive it gets. I apologize for the rambling, but I hope I helped some! GOOD LUCK, JANE!! 
08 Apr 13 by member: KatieTyrell

     
 

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