kmkjmomma's Journal, 09 January 2013

i hate mornings like this - got on fb (i belong to a bingo group as an administrator), one of our other admins has been going thru so much shit - pardon the language - she miscarried twins earlier this year, her 3 y/o son had heart problems and passed a couple months ago, now we find out this week that she has an agressive form of leukemia. and the 2 treatments they've tried so far almost killed her - now she has pneumonia, and if they can't find a treatment that works (which they're not optimistic about), she'll probably join her kids...I love being on FB, have met a lot of wonderful people, some, like Kari, i've come to love as family...the part i hate, is the fact that many of them are on other continents, like Australia, and all I can do is sit here at this damn keyboard and type whatever lame shit pops into my head to try and tell her how i feel, and how much i care about her, not even knowing if she's able to read what I put...

I went to Zumba at Curves this morning to try and work out some of this frustration...it helped some, but I think I'm just going to have to get out of the house later...go to a coffee shop, or do some retail therapy - at least window shopping...to try and keep my mind off my friend. Not that I think it'll work, but I've got to try something - sitting around here, even tho I have things I can do, just isn't cutting the mustard.

On the up side, the cortizone shot seems to be helping a little, dr told me to give it 3 weeks for full effect, but my shoulder didn't wake me up in the middle of the night hurting, like it has been - we'll see!

Hope everyone has a better day than mine's starting out to be! :)

Diet Calendar Entries for 09 January 2013:
1293 kcal Fat: 84.12g | Prot: 96.96g | Carb: 33.52g.   Breakfast: coffee, water, EGG, Coffee Mate sugar free vanilla caramel, atkins french vanilla, great value drink enhancer cherry limeade/energy. Lunch: atkins chicken, rudolphs, water. Dinner: water, country pork ribs, great value french dressing, dakota style, Mixed Salad Greens. Snacks/Other: water. more...
2597 kcal Activities & Exercise: zumba/curves - 30 minutes, Resting - 15 hours and 30 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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Sorry to hear that. Ill pray that she gets better. 
09 Jan 13 by member: Sirick
I am so sorry to hear about your friend. I will say a prayer for her and for you to be strong. You are right to keep busy doing something. Not sure if you are an emotional eater (I am) so getting out of the house or something may be a good idea. Take care. 
09 Jan 13 by member: jaime30024
I've been off and on the computer all day - finished cutting carpet squares for our kitchen/dining room hallway, and I'm watching Jerry McGuire (sp) on tv, and actually stayed away from the kitchen, except for my atkins meal and some pork rinds! my friend seems to be doing better, still WAY far away from being anywhere near out of the woods, if they don't find a treatment that tries to kill her, the leukemia will, so it's been a very draining day - but I'm dealing with it, besides if I had gone to WalMart like I thought about doing, I probably would have headed for the popcorn shrimp! lmao - thanks for the kind comments 
09 Jan 13 by member: kmkjmomma

     
 

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