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Today I feel much better! :)
So, yesterday in the afternoon I had a mixture of bad feelings and emotions, both from the day itself and some "leftovers" of the past Sunday.
Anyway, I had a snack at 5pm, was back home from work early and I went skating. There was only one hour of sunlight left, and I used it till the very end.
Once home, I was still kind of upset, but realized I needed so much to workout that I could forget all the usual excuses. I have been to the nearby park, just enjoying skating fast, the feeling of speed, looking at the nice autumn colors of trees, looking at the faces of people and at the fancy huge statues in the park.
I had fun and it helped me to just relax and get rid of all the negative emotions. It's so nice to workout, especially for the mind, sometimes we all forget that, right? I am glad I did not stay home thinking it was too cold outdoor!
I felt so much better yesterday night! :)
What else? From the job point of view there's no way of being supported here with my old project, even if I would have external funding.
So, have to look for a brand new project to work on. The B-side of this is 90% chance of having to move to another country. At this moment I think I am not ready yet to face new bureaucracy, new language, new lifestyle, since I got used to this place just recently and I am still in the "healing" process.
Things I am thankful for today:
-the beautiful autumn sunny day out there.
-support from friends and FS buddies.
-good morning green tea.
-being back to life and positive
-afternoon coffee with a friend
As Kingkeld says, "Life is good!"
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