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So apparently my nerves have got the better of me right now. I ate breakfast and lunch but wasn’t at all hungry for supper. I already knew we were possibly moving, but what was a possibility yesterday morning turned out to be a reality yesterday afternoon. What I suspected wouldn’t happen until the beginning of December has been bumped all the way to the beginning of October. It’s had me anxious since I had an inkling life could be drastically changing three weeks ago. Now it’s nothing too crazy because we would just be going back to where we had spent our two years prior to moving here. But I also feel like I’m the only one excited. My husband was kind of dragging his feet and my teenage son is very upset about it. I think my son will be fine after the transition but he really struggles with change. He hasn’t had any friends in 16 months that we’ve lived here and he always says he wants to go back. Once we told him we were he was in tears about the whole situation. My husband loves this church dearly in this sad that he feels like he is going to have to leave so much unfinished. But the thing is that so many families have moved due to job changes like going into the military that the income just isn’t there to pay what we need to support our family. Plus he still has to finish school and he only has one year left before he will receive his masters degree. And we had spoke up on deciding he would start school that if he started it He would see it though to the end. He would love to be able to do it bi-vocationally, but honestly there’s not enough time for full-time school, part-time pastor, full-time employee, and have any time for your family. So wish me luck in packing to move in three weeks because we already had plans to leave for a week on September 23 and be gone before this all ever was decided. Plus since my boss is still short handed at work I have been working 30 hours or a little more every week.
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