rebeccafussner's Journal, 29 October 2020

Well now... that was un expected.( Don't know why, I know I am an emotional eater.) So.. Saturday My household goods arrived, FINALLY. Paid teens to empty fetch and tote. And I was JUST FINE until I found Mom's favorite wind chimes...( carried from 3 different houses) sat and cried for half an hour... freaked out the teen boys and upset Gomez... He thought I hurt myself. (yes I have by eating but that is another matter) I have put the number 12 on the fridge and all the cupboards containing the sweets I am craving. (figs, crasins, brownies, etc mostly in the fruit food group I am not sure if chocolate is a fruit or a vegetable... legume? Nut? ) So perhaps this will slow me down or make me reconsider the snack.. perhaps allow me time to make a better choice. Lord I hope so... I REFUSE TO BUY BIGGER CLOTHES ..I look like a sausage... If I keep eating I will have to wear p.j's everywhere. Not a good fashion choice for older females. Just looks like you have lost your mind with the hot flashes and no longer give a damn. Lord help me if I out grow them... California is home of the flakes but I think maybe a beach towel in public is taking it a bit too far.
212.0 lb Lost so far: 12.0 lb.    Still to go: 34.0 lb.    Diet followed poorly.
gaining 8.2 lb a week

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When I start obsessing about stuff I put my hand in front of my face and say STOP. Then I can repeat as often as needed. It helps refocus my brain and reminds me to get it together! Stay strong. 
29 Oct 20 by member: WindyFlowers
My wife suffers the same horrific roller coaster ride. I empathize with you.  
29 Oct 20 by member: adamevegod1
Start one day at a time..sounds like you have alot on your plate..(no pun intended) set small goals and know you have support on this site! 
31 Oct 20 by member: Diana 1234
Hang in there. And keep posting; I enjoy hearing from you, good days and bad. I’ve got jeans I thought about putting on the fridge after reading one of your posts about a corset. Grief takes time- nothing else really helps. 🙏 
31 Oct 20 by member: TomLong

     
 

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