Friday - May 26th
Not hungry in the morning this week; or rather, grabbing a single banana with the DE/Bpc is preventing hunger so I've been off the veggie juice. So I was concerned with missing the chia & flax seed plus the superfood so I thought I'd add that to the BPC. FAIL. Big time FAil. Do not try this at home.
I've been randomly trying whatever home remedy snake oil thing I could find lately. I'm very concerned with the swelling/abdominal pain and over a week now with the DE hasn't shown any change. As the docs can't find anything I guess I'll just have 'I told you so' engraved on cards and mailed after I die.
Nonetheless, the limit to which I'll try things was reached yesterday when I saw one story for wrapping the head, hands and feet in tin foil and another suggested cabbage in the bra. Color me cynical but I've concluded some evil person somewhere is composing this stuff with a maniacal laugh imagining hordes of us desperate people trying these tricks.
I'm bored but at least I got about five hours sleep last night. Not all in a row and I'm still at a deficit since staying up all night Wednesday. My fault. I want oxygen pumped into my home the way they do at Casino's. I can stay up all night there and it never phase me. Until I leave that is - so I guess the answer is to never leave.
That's all.
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