FullaBella's Journal, 24 October 2014

Wow - it’s Friday. That was quick.



I did really well at the Kiwanis Dinner & Auction last night. Beef stew, cornbread and yes, an oh so delicious chocolate chip brownie. But it was one bowl, one slice and one brownie. And I’d IF'd all day to prepare for it. My body and digestive system thanked me evidenced by no acid reflux last night although it would have just had to get in line behind the RLS discomfort. Will definitely be picking up the OTC magnesium suggested and give that a try before limping off to the Doc.

I just realized it’s ONIF (oh no, it’s Friday) and will remain firm with an offer to meet ‘after hours’ instead of lunch if Yoga phones. My goal is get the DURDI up to 2. This will help to relieve me of the anxiety and tendency to overeat out of aggravation.



I took all of your comments and support yesterday (well, every day actually - you are all so wonderful) to heart as always. Being reminded that I’ve ‘been thru the wringer’ this past year struck home. And with that reminder I realized I’d been doing my usual self sacrificing accommodating everyone else the past few months.

I am getting much better about putting me first hence my realization yesterday that *I* need to decide if I like other people more than being worried if they like me. It’s a fine line, tightrope or whatever the label may be to find the balance between being a selfish narcissist and a wimpy schmuck.

No plans this weekend. Unless some incredible inspiration or offer comes along I’ll likely spend it much the same as the previous just puttering around my home working on little projects and reflecting.

Have a wonderful Friday in your world today.

Bella




Diet Calendar Entry for 24 October 2014:
1409 kcal Fat: 92.08g | Prot: 35.57g | Carb: 143.53g.   Breakfast: Bacon, Smart Balance Original Buttery Spread, Butter (Salted), Bisquick Biscuit, Orville Redenbacher's Movie Theater Butter Popcorn (Mini Bag), Spectrum Chia Seeds, Schwan's Fire Roasted Vegetable Blend, Coffee-Mate Original Powder Creamer, Eagle Brand Fat Free Sweetened Condensed Milk. more...

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Way to go at the dinner last night, have a great weekend! 
24 Oct 14 by member: jmb3450
Yes, dear Bella, it all boils down to being good to ourselves and treating ourselves as being the one worthy of good things. Sounds much easier than it really is; that said, you are making great strides to doing that. You continue to inspire me! Have a loverly day! Onward! 
24 Oct 14 by member: kclab
I just wanted to say hi. I am at the hospital. I did not get a chance to read your journal yet but I will come back to it. Have a wonderful day! 
24 Oct 14 by member: chattycathy1955
Your post and pics are very inspiring. Thank you for sharing. Sometimes just "being" and enjoying the day, or night, is satisfaction in itself. Better that than being around people you really don't like :) Liking ourselves is very important. You are a good soul so don't convince yourself otherwise! 
24 Oct 14 by member: kattay
*I* need to decide if I like other people more than being worried if they like me. Been there, done that. What's the saying??? You can't love anyone unless you love yourself? Same principle. We're #1. 
24 Oct 14 by member: ClassicRocker
The pics are awesome, as always. Thank you for sharing!  
25 Oct 14 by member: Deb_N

     
 

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