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I know this is not the place, but I need to tell this to someone. Here it goes.
Dear M:
Yesterday you left me. We broke up. Almost 2 years of happiness and sorrow... lots of sorrow.
I knew this was going to happen, I didn't want it to happen though. I am so in love with you I can hardly breathe.
I am still hoping you will call me back and tell me: "Hey, I'm sorry, I love you, please don't leave me".
But that won't happen and I need to face it.
I wanted to have a family, you didn't. I wanted to live with you for the rest of my life, you didn't. I was not good for you, I was trouble. You wanted peace. You hated problems from day one and I was never able to solve them.
I was getting better. I am take my meds every night, go to my doctor, to my therapist... and just when I was getting better you decide its enough... No more me.
I miss you already. I love you and hate the fact you don't love me back. I though you were the one.
Love you, madly,
P
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