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FRIDAY-DAY 12
After 12 days of eating nothing but chicken and salad and sometimes even CHICKEN SALAD! I had enough, I was going to snap. I wanted to order a pizza all day. I was having ridiculous cravings for junk and salt (and alot of it!) So I had two cups of chicken broth thinking that it would satisfy my salt craving. It did... for about 5 minutes! I was like a mad woman! My mother (who ranges in size from 0-4) kept telling me, "NO! You'll regret it tomorrow!" So I, being the witch I am (usually that's what diets turn me into) say to her, "What could you possibly know about craving junk? You can eat anything you want and you don't gain weight, you've always been tiny, you're 51 yrs old and you have a better body than me so SHUT IT!"
LOL, Luckily, my mom and I have a very good and very open relationship. We can say anything to each other and no one ever gets offended. She just laughed and said, "I think I like you better when you eat junk. You have a nicer attitude."
So I did what any fat kid would do and I waited until she went to bed and drove to Burger King, with full intent on sabotaging myself just because of a little carb withdrawl. But something weird happened. On my way there I kept thinking about how good I was doing and then I asked myself, "Why are you doing this to yourself again?! When is it going to stop?" So I ended up with a bun-less double whopper, no tomato of course, replaced the fries with a salad and it wasn't so bad. Felt like I was cheating a tiny bit, even though I only consumed about 9 carbs in all. Mind over matter I guess? Or maybe it was my mothers words that kept echoing in my head. So manipulative, so evil and always right. Damn, she's good.
Diet Calendar Entry for 11 February 2012:
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163 kcal
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Fat: 9.00g | Prot: 7.00g | Carb: 10.00g.
Lunch: Meatballs. Dinner: Tuscan House Italian Dressing, Leafy Green Romaine Lettuce. Snacks/Other: diet coke, Diet Raspberry Iced Tea. more...
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