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Is anyone else as annoyed as I am about how obsessed you are about food? Before I was trying to eat healthy, I was obsessed about food in that, well, I just ate too much of it. It was my comforter, my friend, my stress-reducer, my celebration companion, my drug of choice.
I don't eat like that anymore, but I feel like I have simply replaced the eating with other food-related "stuff." I am *constantly* planning what I am going to eat, prepping food that I am going to eat, cleaning up after cooking/prepping (since I'm making more stuff and not feeding the family takeout/restaurant food nearly as much), packing what I'm going to be eating during the day, logging what I have eaten, actually eating, analyzing my daily/weekly/monthly progress, and that over and over and over and over again. And when I'm not doing any of that? I'm busy Pinning healthy meal ideas/recipes that fit with my diet plan and healthy snacks (which are almost more important to me than meals). I'm also frequently wishing I was eating something else or able to eat something else or dreaming about what I might eat on Sunday, my freebie day.
I'm surprised I can manage to get any work done at work or do anything at home with/for my family. Sigh. So, when am I supposed to fit in this other good-for-me thing called exercise? (Rhetorical question.)
That is all.
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