Give yourself a break! You're taking care of another human who is 100% dependent on you. Not easy! I know exactly how hard it is to prepare healthy food when you are exhausted from taking care of a baby who isn't sleeping. When my son was 5 mos old and waking up every hour (!!) all night long I'd be too tired to eat till around 1pm at which point I was so starving I'd eat 2 candy bars or a turkey sandwich from a deli with chips on the side. Which is why I'm just now starting to finally lose this baby weight. Go to bed early for a few nights. I read an article recently in some mag. A few women lost an average of 7 lbs over I think 2 mos just by adding hours to sleep! Sleep deprivation makes us hungry, keeps us from making good choices, and makes us too tired to shop for and cook healthy food. Forgive yourself and move on from here!