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So tomorrow is my "official" weigh in day. I'm currently down 6lbs (i know...i know...) i shouldn't be a slave to my scale but its what I need to do. PLEASE OH PLEASE GOD let me make this a permenant lifestyle. I need to stop the insanity of yo-yo dieting. I have 2 weeks to get down 1.5 dress sizes. Is that even possible? ummm if I can in any way shape or form make it happen, I'm going to. I'm going to be attending that Awards Banquet with all those judgemental equestrians and the little kids' mothers. UGH I can just see it now - the looks they're going to give me and the thoughts I'll be reading from their heads..."OMG Look at Sharon" "Such a shame she gained back the weight" "Guess She's going to be the fat lady on the fancy horse again" UGH!!! why do I even worry about what those superficial people say?????
If I can lose another 10lbs by March 5, I'm pretty sure I can get into my black and pink pinstriped suit. All I have to do is get a cute little (or in my case large) cami. I dread this banquet. WHY oh WHY did I say I'd go. Well at least its going to kick my ass back into shape again...only THIS time I plan on keeping the weight off.
Still loving my iPhone app. This morning I scanned all my breakfast, lunch and snacks before leaving for work. All I have to do now is spread the food throughout the day and eat LOL
Tonight I dont think I'm going riding so I'm going to see if I can go for 4 miles on my treadmill (or as I fondly refer to it as my Dreadmill)
I'm still anxiously waiting for feedback from the job interview. I dont think I got the job or I would have heard something by now. The stupid recruiter really sucks!! It would be nice if he could be a tad more responsive since this is MY career/salary/money he's messing with. C'est la vie - at least I have a job for now
Well that's it for now
Diet Calendar Entry for 17 February 2011:
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1428 kcal
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Fat: 24.49g | Prot: 102.39g | Carb: 181.83g.
Breakfast: Egg Substitute - Southwestern, GALAXY SWISS VEGGIE SLICES, Grains & More Double Protein Bread. Lunch: GALAXY SWISS VEGGIE SLICES, Grains & More Double Protein Bread, Honey Mustard, Deli Thin Sliced Turkey Breast . Dinner: Baked Chocolate Chip Wafer Snacks, BRDEYE STMFRSH BROCC CUTS, Brown Rice (Long-Grain, Cooked), Wild Caught Salmon Fillets. Snacks/Other: advantedge carb control chocolate peanut butter crisp, Apples, Light & Fit Yogurt - Key Lime. more...
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