Hi CTMA27!
I read your profile and boy does it remind me of Me! I remember going to my closet and wanting to cry, buying new clothes (as the ones in the closet didn't fit anymore) and being so frustrated at the new, Bigger size I had to buy! This past January I finally (with encouragement from my very understanding husband) joined a weight loss course being held at my local hospital and found this site as well to record my food intake/exercise. With the weekly classes and weigh-ins, recording everything on this site and determination to DO IT THIS TIME, I have lost over 40 pounds. I know you can do it. Stick with this site and use the tools. If nothing else in the exercise department, make time to get outside and walk.
I feel your pain because I was there. My new clothes just make me so happy and proud of my accomplishment --- You can and will too!!!! Keep your chin up and be happy!