I appreciate people sending me stuff about allowing good energy into one's life for financial gain, however I have had very little materially for almost thirty years now, I have no assets really and go from check to check. If I do get some type of college degree I will try to go overseas as I don't feel I belong in the USA, it is not a good place to be a single man if one is broke. The women I know will have nothing to do with me because I don't have money, can't pay half a mortgage, etc. In a way it is a little bit disillusioning, but it is the materialistic way our country is and should I get published I will try to go overseas most likely. I met with some counselors and they were concerned I have no one in my family visiting, etc. and few friends, but it makes it easy to move on as there is no reason to stay here should I have any sort of financial security in the future. I'm doing very well and realize I have a roof over my head and food, but if one is unable to work full-time because of health reasons like mental illness and being drugged up on meds, one has very little financially - it is the by product of the situation. I have goals to be overseas in ten and twenty years and I know they'll eventually come to fruition...