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This is going to be a random journal. I'm stuck at 174. I keep going back and forth from 174 to 176. I'm getting really frustrated, which usually means either giving up or cheating for me. I need to get strong and make it through this. On the good side of all of this, I found a really great guy. He left a dozen roses on my car last night and I found them after work. He's not my usual type, but he's amazing (and my best friend). On the BAD side of that, I'm leaving in 21 days to move 5 states away :o( He is so perfect and now I have to go. I HAVE TO GO though. I need to start all over. My X is like poison. I'll never make anything of my life or get away from him if I don't leave. I am having such a yo-yo week of emotion. That is why I have not been on in a while. I'm so happy with him, but so sad I'm leaving. So happy with my weight (because it is down 11 pounds) but so upset because I am stuck........
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Awh, it's tough finding a good person when you know you gotta leave em'... Can he go with you? LOL. I know about X's though .... mine was pure toxic!!! I mean that too, it was that bad:( It's all good though, I had to go through the bad to find the good and with all I did go through, it taught me to really appreciate and respect my current husband and I just love him to death, lol. I know how it feels to be "stuck" at your weight, it really sucks but don't give up ***Easier said than done, I know*** If you can make it though, you Will be sooooo glad you did girl, after a while, the weight has no choice but to leave you, I promise. It may take a little while but keep your chin up ... it will happen.
03 Oct 07 by member: lorik
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you will be so happy i have to start saying no to stuff love shelly.
03 Oct 07 by member: rodsgurl
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