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Hey everyone, how are you?? My day was just okay. I went on my first job interview this week. It was pretty nerve racking today because it was a group interview. I think that I overprepared for it too. I think that I did good, though. I was a bit nervous, but hopefully they can see past that.
Tomorrow I am going to a job fair at Citizens Bank Park and my second job interview. I honestly cannot wait until tomorrow is over. It just seems like such a busy day.
I am glad to report that I am doing really well as far as with my eating and exercise. I walked around everywhere today. I am glad that I accomplished that today.
Something is bothering me right now about my boyfriend. I wish that I could tell him what it is, but I do not want to get into an argument that could possibly lead to a fight. Normally, I do not hold back if something is bothering me. I feel this is an instance though where I really need to bite my tongue. There are just some things that I wish were different. I love him very much and definitely can see myself marrying him. We're just going through some financial matters right now, and I wish that things would change. I know that love is more important, but I think that security is important as well. I don't know. I really want to stick everything out with him, though. He is just worth it. He is simply a wonderful guy and this is what sharing a life together is all about. Sharing a life together is going through the ups and downs, the triumphs and hardships, accepting each other unconditionally. I may just be insecure about my situation right now. I need to cool it and hold it together for tomorrow. I am trying to eliminate conflicting thoughts in my mind. I have to be calm and destressed for my networking and interview tomorrow. Take a deep breath. Ahhh!
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Shelly25, I hope you give yourself credit! You're doing so many positive things: Job hunting, increasing your exercise, sticking to your eating plan - I say you're phenomenal!
Thought: Keep taking a few deep breaths here and there and let some of these things you're doing now settle into a routine. You don't have to "fix" everything all at once, you know! ;)
Then when you have your new job, your diet's going well, and you feel more empowered and secure, things may feel better in your relationship, too; But if that area still needs improving, you'll have the confidence and know just how to approach things with your boyfriend. If he's the wonderful guy you say he is, you'll know just what to say and he'll listen.
Good luck tomorrow, Shelly!
18 Sep 12 by member: eaglewing5668
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Awww, thank you so much for your wise words! Truth be told, he wants me to be honest with him at all times. For some reason, I just think about things without talking to him. I guess that I like sorting things out in my mind. I think it's just a personality trait that I am lacking in -- trying to take on everything at once lol I am sure that when my goals are reached, everything will just fall into place. Thank you very much for your kind words :) By the way, second interview went great today! I am hoping and praying!
19 Sep 12 by member: Shelly25
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