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03 June 2016
Weigh-in:
225.0 lb
lost so far:
16.0 lb
still to go:
85.0 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
(3 comments)
losing 1.5 lb a week
28 May 2016
I'm still half asleep... I've been so stressed, I've actually been eating less than normal but I don't feel like I've lost weight, but it looks like I did anyway. :) So another small win I can cherish! <3
Weigh-in:
226.3 lb
lost so far:
14.7 lb
still to go:
86.3 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
(4 comments)
losing 4.8 lb a week
25 May 2016
I haven't forgot about you guys. A lot of stress lately. Especially today. Have a meeting with an attorney in the morning.
It's the debilitating stress where I don't want to eat. Can barely function :( I had a hard time getting any food in me today and didn't work out. Got most of my steps in but that's it. =\
Will respond more when it calms down more. Boy do I hope it gets better soon.
(2 comments)
22 May 2016
I was having an awful "ugly day" yesterday after looking at myself in my phone's camera. I guess I've been immune to the mirror when I walk by. I'm so self critical. I've always had a little redness on my face, a tiny bit of cover up did the trick, but I don't even really remember what it's like to wear real make-up or if I should.
Then of course my thoughts would roam to how "round and fat" my face is to "Well of course your face is round and fat, you are round and fat!"
I know I've lost 64 lbs total if you count my highest weight from 3 years ago. I lost 20 then sort of slowed down when I got sick, but since then it's been about 40 more. I should be proud of how much I've lost thus far, but right now I'm not. It's one of those periods where I'm constantly beating myself up about "How did you let it get this bad?"
I'm really trying to change my negative thinking about my body. (Scheduled therapy appointment) This whole idea that we can't be happy without X,Y,Z is ludicrous. But feels very real. I want to be able to accept myself for who I am.
TLDR This was mostly a rant for myself - just to sort out some feelings. I was going to just delete it, but I don't want to delete a very real moment I had with myself.
I blame hormones and now I'll go get my 250 steps for this hour. ;)
All of you are inspirational and even though I'm feeling "down" about myself right now, I know I just have to ride the wave and it will change. <3 Shine on and I hope everyone can give themselves a little SELF LOVE today!
(10 comments)
21 May 2016
Been moving more and added free weights. Said I wouldn't weigh myself until after my time of the month but curiosity killed the cat. ;) Well, the cat lucked out because this loss includes a little bloating (about to take some Water Out) xo
Weigh-in:
231.1 lb
lost so far:
9.9 lb
still to go:
91.1 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
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losing 0.8 lb a week
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