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13 February 2011
been sick since thursday; not good!!
tomorrow is a new day. im just going to convince myself i feel better even if i dont!
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10 February 2011
Weigh-in:
175.4 lb
lost so far:
1.6 lb
still to go:
40.4 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
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losing 5.6 lb a week
09 February 2011
I woke up this morning feeling so refreshed! The day started out wonderful. It was a new day, a fresh start for me. Yesterday was the end for a 2 week binge. It was awful. I was hungry non stop, nothing satisfied me! i mean NOTHING!!! all i wanted to do was eat, eat, and eat some more. i was making myself miserable. but last night signing up for this thing was the beginning of the "end" to my binge! I dont have the support or anybody really to relate to about the whole weight thing. I come from a family of thin people, i work for health obsessed people. and i guess writing this, even if im talking to myself, helps. I wanted to eat more than what i did. On my way to the gym i wanted to say screw it and go get taco bell. but i refuse to continue to sit in my sorrows!
so i went to the gym instead. and i pushed myself and pushed myself. all i could do was stare at all these 110 pound girls that arent even at the gym to work out! LADIES! ITS A GYM NOT A SINGLES CLUB!!! PUT SOME CLOTHES ON AND GET ON THE TREADMILL! Anyway 10 miles later, i feel wonderful! all i have to do is keep it up! its all about consistency right!?!?!
i hope so! goodnight!
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08 February 2011
So, Ive never done this.. not really sure what this even is.. a blog? i guess. yes, lets just say its a blog. basically, im tired of being "fat". ive gone my whole life being told how beautiful i am, and how it would be noticed more if i were thin. People think its a compliment.. its really not. And then there are the excuses.. My mom for the longest time blamed it on "oh its just baby fat, she'll grow out of it.." Uhm, excuse me Mom, im 16... its just fat, not baby fat.. so yea.
So, anyway, my name is Sahar. and i guess i realized one morning on my way to BOJANGLES, that something had to change. i looked in the mirror and realized i was miserable. at that point i was 228 pounds... no no, let me say that again 228 POUNDS!!! not healthy! i was on the verge of becoming much larger too! that was October 2010. I am now 177, trying to lose that last bit. i eat healthy (with the occasional splurge) and i work out 4-5 days a week. but i need the extra push to meet my goal. I am a very positive encouraging person. i love to help people, i love to build others up. I do that so often i forget to build myself up. i still look in the mirror with disgust, but im training myself not to do so. but we'll see. i remind myself that life "problems" will not just disappear when i meet my goal weight. fitting into my "skinny" jeans wont magically make everything okay. but if i can have something to look forward to, being skinny would be nice. :)
anyway, not sure if thats what im supposed to be writing about. so yea, GOODNIGHT :)
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08 February 2011
Weigh-in:
177.0 lb
lost so far:
0 lb
still to go:
42.0 lb
Diet followed N/A
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