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Weight History
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20 November 2022
Weigh-in:
105.8 lb
lost so far:
2.8 lb
still to go:
12.8 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
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losing 1.2 lb a week
18 November 2022
UPDATE:
Last night I told my boyfriend that I posted a suicidal rant about my weight issues, I did not show him the post itself but we did read some of the comments together. I had previously opened up to him about my suicidal ideations, but that was not recently and he is currently unaware of the severity of it.
He knows of of my unhealthy mindset when it comes to weight/food, but again, he is unaware of the severity of that. Nonetheless, he is the most supportive person in my life on that front. He always insists on sharing his lunch and/or buying me food and drinks when he suspects that I need it. He tries his best to be understanding and I greatly appreciate it.
As per many of y'alls advice, I am going to reach out for help to him as a first step, and I will tell him what I am experiencing and why I feel this way. Thank you for the overwhelming support, you can't imagine how much it means to me that so many people care that much about a stranger online. I will continue to update this site with my journey.
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17 November 2022
VENT POST:
My weight is so incredibly frustrating. It is so difficult to limit my eating constantly, I am always starving and holding myself back, but the thought that even once I hit my goal weight, I will have to maintain this constant battle is so disheartening. I can't imagine having to do this for the rest of my life. Why is being underweight so inconceivably important to me? Why do I have such an unhealthy mindset when it comes to weight and eating habits? I can't live like this forever. If I weigh more than 115 lbs, and I don't lose that weight within a month or so, I think I might just take my own life - that is, if I haven't already by that point. It's already been tiring enough to live like this for almost two years, if I have to live like this for any longer, I don't see the point in living. There isn't any point in trying to convince me not to, I have been planning to kill myself for a long time.
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07 November 2022
Weigh-in:
108.0 lb
lost so far:
0.6 lb
still to go:
15.0 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
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losing 0.3 lb a week
03 October 2022
Weigh-in:
109.3 lb
lost so far:
0 lb
still to go:
16.3 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
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losing 0.1 lb a week
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