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23 September 2011

So yesterday was a crap fest.. my son had a field trip and I could not go on it with him.. he was bummed (and got over it really fast) I was bummed and it ruined my whole day. My one friend said that I should think about what I do with my kids at school as apposed to being focused on what I can't and that there are loads of parents out there that never ever make it to one meeting or game or play date or anything and I know she is right but I still felt bad yesterday. I said to her what in the world would I ever do if I ever had real problems? Some times I just feel broken like right now. My life is pretty near perfect and I have a home but I am really down in the dumps and yesterdays field trip thing just set me off. I also found out that my sons bf wont play with him anymore because the bf only wants to play with this girl. So he might be a bit bummed about that.. but I did not hear it from him.. I heard it from the bf's mom. So really my son might just have no idea that he has been replaced. :P I am just tired and I want to sleep. Also I just noticed that I have like 60 more lbs to go and right now that number just seems daunting. I started my tom yesterday and things tend to feel more pressing or huge for me during that time.. so I am trying to keep things in perspective and be grateful but I am a bit of a drama queen (on the inside) so I am struggling. I would just like to be woken up in a few days time that is all. :) Have a good day people.

22 September 2011

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19 September 2011

OK.. so things are going pretty well on the diet front. I am doing ok with the food wantings.. like I want pie or cake or sticks of butter rolled in sugar and dipped in hot fudge. (ftr I have never had that craving.. but it does make me go hrm.. I bet it would be a great compound butter for toast) Anyway I feel kind of bad today.. I thought tomorrow was library day for my son.. but it is today and I did not realize until it was too late. :P Also I tweaked my back last night closing a window so my reformer class was not as good as it could have been. NOw I just want to nap and I think I will after I put my daughter on the bus. I need to make a meal list for the week so I can make my shopping list and my cleaning plan.. My son has a pot luck on the 22nd. I am bringing mac and cheese.. I wonder if it would stand out to also just bring my own sandwich or meal for myself. The school is very green so we bring our own dishes and cups to the school potlucks to reduce waste. So I will have a bag with plates, cups, silver wear, so I could get the kids food and then come back to our blanket and eat what I brought for myself. I of course am thinking something easy like a veggie sub or something. Anyway I hope you all have a good day.. Maybe next week I will be at a new low!
Weigh-in: 209.0 lb lost so far: 59.0 lb still to go: 62.0 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   (2 comments) losing 4.2 lb a week

14 September 2011

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