I want to comment on your last journal entry. Im very proud of you! Being fit and staying then is important to your health and well-being..but not at the expense of vanity, jealousy, and popularity. All that fades..anyhow, your body will thank you in the long run! I didnt know you were on the verge of a disorder, but so many of your friends likely have one already! Good thing Evan has come to your rescue!