I wish someone could tell me why my life is so overwhelming. I go from walking miles in a day and feeling good doing it to waking up one day unable to walk 10 feet. The frustration is almost more than I can take. I have to sit at at desk 8 hrs during work & the pain in my hips & legs is extreme. The pain is shooting up my back & down through my feet. The only answer is surgery & I am not willing in so many ways. Mostly because I cannot afford to take time off to recuperate, let alone the fact there is no guarantee it will work & could end up worse than I am now. I know someone that is trying to get SSD for her aches & pains & is 25 years younger than I am. Life sucks & so unfair.
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234.0 lb
Lost so far: 35.0 lb.
Still to go: 59.0 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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steady weight
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