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ugh i so sick of me and my stupid head!!!!! and it is totally my fault because everytime i see food i think i should eat it before someone else does. thats so wrong too!!! and yesterday i promised my friend that we would go to taaco bell for dinner. and after we went the we went to fruit land. there healthy drinks. well there not so healthly if i get whipped cream on top. and if i had like 5 times this week. its redicules. its sp redicules. and i really need help with this. i think it is good to write everyday how im feeling and writing down everything im eating so im really hoping that this will help me and get this weight off so i can live my life and be happy being me. i have plains for next winter to get outta here and i want to look really nice in a bikini or some shorts whatever i wear. besides the point. but its time to get cracking i have a year and it starts now!!!!!!
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208.0 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 58.0 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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gaining 14.0 lb a week
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