yogamama3's Journal, 03 February 2010

Ok so heres the thing. My stomach pain has gotten so bad. I am barely eating. I ate dinner the one day and nothing else and very little of it too. The day before maybe 2 small meals if that. Same with the day before that. So I am not eating bc of the pain. This morning I decided to try to eat bfast. Hoping it wasnt a bad idea. Im already feeling like crap though. I exercised for the first time last night in probably 2-3 days. The abs hurt the most and i felt like I would pass out from the pain. I have to see my dr thursday for hiv testing for the adoption so I am going to bring it up to him. I really wanted to lose the weight and get healthier again. When I am not in pain I am so nauseated that I feel as if I could puke at any moment which makes it hard to eat too. I also havent been sleeping really well bc the pain seems to be at its worst when I lay flat. This sucks.

178.0 lb Lost so far: 76.0 lb.    Still to go: 20.0 lb.    Diet followed poorly.