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So I am starting to lose weight kinda quickly and as much as its awesome.. (only 12.6 more pounds to goal weight),I am beginning to get nervous about it. I have been eating literally ANYTHING I want at ANY TIME.. like for real, If I want ice cream covered in sprinkles and whipped cream and marshmallows at 1am I'm having it.. and losing weight? oh did I mention NO EXERCISE AT ALL?? (still not cleared by the DR for exercise).. so this is leading me to think that the weight loss is having to do with my health issue. Which IS one of the symptoms of what I may have. So I'm having mixed feelings about it. I'm happy to lose the weight but I'm scared. =/ I am venting here in this journal because I haven't done it in real life. I feel the need to be strong for my man and my kids and my mother and my sister.. I've always been the one to hold everything together. So its just not natural for me to vent my feelings of fear and stuff to them.. So here I am telling it all to my online journal. Ugh. Hey at least I'm losing weight tho! And I lost an inch off my mom pooch. lol =)
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152.6 lb
Lost so far: 3.2 lb.
Still to go: 7.6 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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losing 1.4 lb a week
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