I know exactly how you feel. I weighed myself this morning and I am back up to 235 lbs. I retired two years ago, and in that time I have gained 35 lbs. I don't seem to have the energy to loose 100lbs. But, today I am starting over and using Fatsecret again. I know that when I at least take the first step of tracking my food, I do better. So, maybe getting our motivation back is a matter of steps. Today is step 1. Good luck to you and all.