endewy's Journal, 04 March 2016

Hello everyone, How are u doing? hope u all doing great :)

Damnnn Eni, back again with those weight gain lol


Last weigh in on Oct 2015: 70 kg, after that month lots of things happened in my life. I was in college, meeting new people, goin out a lot, and well i was still tryin to be on track on my workout everything was quite stable on Oct then I met this fuckboy- , Im young and dumb- too much feelings attached then he broke my heart :(. Dont know how to feel anymore, so im ended up wasting my time snacking with my good friend of my mine who always up to listen every damn story that I told, I felt better then keep goin on my social life meeting new people, then I met this guy on December, we start dating.. evrything just sweet but we argue a lot, I cant keep my emotion loww, im so stubborn at my feelings, im not even attend my finals test a couple of time cuz i cant even studying he makes me so frustated then we broke up on on January :s

Sad.
0n 14 January, i had bike accident, this makes me stayed at home till now, Not because Im still injured, Im just so done with all this BS, Im quiting my college ITS DOEST DUE of HIM its all my decission Im just being honest with myself, I dont want to studying accountancy at the first place but my parents keep forcing me at that time so yeah THIS SPOILED KID QUIT MOM&DAD! I cant stand anymore. Im kind of depressed, keep snacking till im full, trying to make me fell asleep sooner and just repeating the same thing everyday. I realized its just makin me more fucked up, I screwed myself even more.



I want to taking care of this body.
I want to be better than before and I know I can do it
So you are..



silly kid 2016
185.2 lb Lost so far: 6.6 lb.    Still to go: 52.9 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.
gaining 1.6 lb a week



     
 

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