dixiebelle49's Journal, 08 July 2015

I am not gonna lie the last 2 months have been hell. I have been a carb loading freak eating like a crazy woman to calm my nerves. My mom went from the hospital to the rehab center back to the hospital then to hospice and she passed away last week. I am not gonna lie about my weight but am gonna try to get back on track. I need to get past my munching to stop the emotions of losing your mother. Thanks friends for listening.
222.6 lb Lost so far: 10.9 lb.    Still to go: 27.6 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.
gaining 0.5 lb a week

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I'm sorry for your loss. My heart breaks for you. God's peace is eternal, where the peace that food gives us, is very limited. I pray that God's peace, which surpasses all understanding, will cover you and surround you. 
08 Jul 15 by member: Pastor Jedi Ninja
I'm so very sorry. Try to find comfort in the fact that your Mother is no longer suffering. Be patient with yourself until you feel a bit better. You need time to heal. God bless.  
08 Jul 15 by member: teskandar
Blessings - be gentle and take one moment at a time. 
08 Jul 15 by member: HCB
what would your mom have said if she saw you grab for your addiction just to get over her loss??? be strong!  
08 Jul 15 by member: puhpine
So sorry for your loss Take care of yourself 
08 Jul 15 by member: dialla3201
*hugs* so sorry for your loss.  
08 Jul 15 by member: Pterath
So sorry for your loss, it is not easy, lost both my Parents this past March withing 41 hours of each other...you will get back on track it just takes a little time to adjust yourself...I still am suffering in the weight area due to this, but have not given up hope...take care  
08 Jul 15 by member: Re-energize
I am sorry for your loss! I just lost my mom as well and it isn't easy at all. I am also "suffering" in the wt. loss area due to this AND I will get it together. After all they don't want to see us suffering in any way shape or form. Keep the faith and continue on your journey. Hugs. 
08 Jul 15 by member: sus2us
Terribly sorry for your loss. I was young when my mother died. I'll keep you in my prayers.  
08 Jul 15 by member: maelynpeacock
So sorry for your loss. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers. 
08 Jul 15 by member: JamaicaBoundNL
I'm so sorry for your loss. Suggestion: Pick a favorite memory of a time with your Mom and savor it.  
13 Jul 15 by member: One day at a time...
I read your post earlier this week when I got an update from FatSecret. I hope that you can find peace in this very hard time. Although we may not all know each other, there is a ton of support from all of us whenever you need it!!  
14 Jul 15 by member: MatthewM85

     
 

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