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I was doing really well following my diet. Last week my world was turned upside down. I have barely ate anything for over a week as my mommy passed away. It was sudden. I have had no appetite since last Sunday and I think I may eaten 1 full meal. When I do eat anything I feel sick to my stomach, or I cramp up. I haven't been able to sleep much either. Most days I work myself to sleep. I have been trying to stay so busy that I don't think. It does not work though and most days I cry until I can't cry anymore. I have to go pick up her ashes tomorrow and take her home to Dad, he is a basket case also. Unfortunately I will have to go alone, as my hubby has to work. I don't know how to deal with all of this, people tell me if I need to talk they are there but I am not ready to talk. I have also been told it takes time but it does get easier, I don't know how it could ever get easy, my mom was my best friend and she was the best mother anyone could have.
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155.0 lb
Lost so far: 3.0 lb.
Still to go: 30.0 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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losing 1.1 lb a week
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Its difficult to find the right words. Apart from that I know how you feel, I lost my dad when I was only 18. Take good care of yourself and your dad. He probably needs you right now.
16 Mar 15 by member: schmetterling34
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Thank you for your support. It has been very hard the last 2 weeks, and it got a little worse when the night that I did bring my moms ashes home I got a text from my brothers wife.... her mom passed that same day. I know as we get older our parents get older too, but enough already. I can't bare to lose anyone else. All I know is I have another funeral to attend this week and it is not going to be easy for me to keep it together just having lost my own mother. I am eating a little more, but still no real appetite. I know my mom would not want me to get sick. I keep telling myself to do what I know mom would want me to do, and that is to be the strength left in my family.
18 Mar 15 by member: backincontrol
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