Mammacita's Journal, 07 June 2011

Well, here we go! I'm not going to focus so much on the scale, as I am in getting toned, and just generally in shape. I am 43 years old, and am facing a crossroads in my life that has made me look at my life differently. I hope and pray that this time will be different...I really, really need to do this for me, and for no one else. Including a husband that doesn't love me for me. I'm sickened and lost right now, and desperately need to reconnect with God and my love of myself to do what is right. I'm facing a long, hard road and I'm hoping that taking care of my body, and myself in general will help me to feel better about myself...which is what I need right now. I pray for peace for my girls and myself, along with strength and resilience. I'm gonna need it! :) And if weight loss comes, I will gladly welcome it!
166.0 lb Lost so far: 0 lb.    Still to go: 31.0 lb.    Diet followed N/A.

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Sounds like you have a mountain of motivation. Sometimes it is hard to take time to take care of ourselves. Just remember that you are special to God (so special that he created you)and you are worth taking care of! Exercise is a great way to relieve stress and frustration. Taking care of yourself is an important part of taking care of your family. I sometimes feel guilty about the time I spend exercising or the money I have spent "diet" groceries, but taking care of my health means that I have more energy to care for my family. I will pray for your family. I know that it is hard to see the rainbows when you are going through the storm, but God is in control and he has a master plan. Love yourself, love your girls and God's love will sustain you on your journey to a healthy you and a happy family. 
07 Jun 11 by member: Pugcrazy

     
 

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