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Weight 311 this is the weight I Was when my son died. Feels like a milestone in a way. Part of my motivation is him. He said shortly before he died that all he saw when he looked in the mirror was a fat guy my heart breaks over and over and over. Stupid fat destroys life after life stealing our peace about. Being who you are,your very soul not feeling good enough
Some like my son their life. Feel like if my side of the family wasn't fat then I would not be then I could not have passed this on. My other two son have to be forever considering everything that enters their mouths. Can this really be Gods plan. Never to get past the weight and find true direction. Sometimes I just can't stand it
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311.0 lb
Lost so far: 33.0 lb.
Still to go: 121.0 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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losing 3.5 lb a week
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