DeliriumTrigger's Journal, 22 July 2020

Where have I been lately? I've still been tracking everything, although I haven't been taking pictures of my food. Why? Because it's been a LOT of Taco Bell, crackers and candy and a couple days of pizza. I've just been really unfocused and in a funk the past few weeks. I have some family issues going on. We're trying to renovate my mom's bathroom and keep running into problems that kill our progress or leave us totally at a standstill. My job sent out a notice that we're likely going from furloughed to laid off.

I haven't felt the motivation to make healthy choices. And I've been using hiking as an excuse to eat total junk.
Oh, I hiked 6 miles, so it's okay to stuff myself with Taco Bell on the way home (not kidding, I ate there 5 out of 7 days). The result? I feel bloated, sluggish and my weight loss has totally stalled (currently up a pound or 2; I've been consuming way too much sodium and not enough water). I'm barely in a calorie deficit for July. My Diet Calender for the month has 11 red days and 11 green days. I'm aiming for only green days for the rest of the month!

Extra stress and uncertainties shouldn't be an excuse to just eat whatever and stop caring. I should be channeling my energy into things I CAN control, like my diet and fitness, instead of focusing on the stuff I CAN'T control. I haven't destroyed my progress, I just hit a little bump in the road. I need to remind myself that it's okay to have bad days and weeks as long as I keep tracking, weighing in and staying aware of where I'm at in my journey.
149.6 lb Lost so far: 6.8 lb.    Still to go: 24.6 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.

Diet Calendar Entries for 22 July 2020:
1236 kcal Fat: 46.76g | Prot: 82.87g | Carb: 125.80g.   Breakfast: Nestle Butterfinger (Fun Size), Snickers Minis Variety, Green Mountain Coffee Breakfast Blend K-Cup, Blue Diamond Almond Breeze Unsweetened Vanilla Milk, Torani Sugar Free Vanilla Syrup, Great Value Powdered Creamer. Lunch: Kraft Miracle Whip Dressing, Cooper Sharp American Cheese, Dole Iceberg Lettuce, Costco Beefsteak Tomato, Butterball Cajun Style Turkey Breast, Sara Lee Delightful Healthy Multi-Grain Bread. Dinner: Nature's Rancher Ground Turkey Breast 99% Lean, Dynasty Sliced Water Chestnuts,  Honey ,  Vegetable Oil,  Meatless Chow Fun Noodles with Vegetables. more...
1546 kcal Activities & Exercise: Fitbit - 24 hours. more...
gaining 0.6 lb a week

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You are hear and getting back on track. That’s all that matters. It’s hard right now. You got this💪💜💚 
22 Jul 20 by member: jcmama777
Thank you jcmama! You are so right! I'm so thankful I found this site.  
22 Jul 20 by member: DeliriumTrigger
Me too friend, everyday 🙌🙌 and you bet💪🤗💜💚 
22 Jul 20 by member: jcmama777
Oh dear. I'm so sorry things are rough right now. It must be so hard with uncertainty with job and general, miserable stress. That you are hiking, tracking your intake, and weighing in still is huge! It is so easy when stress happens to flick it all in. Your stall would for most people be a huge gain. Way to go! A pause is perfectly OK, but I know you will feel better with feeling more on track to meeting your goals. Hang in there ! Cheering for you!!!!!  
23 Jul 20 by member: melissatwa

     
 

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