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I am going to Dawson Creek, BC, to the funeral home where my mother is today.
My sister and brother and I have to be there to support my father through this difficult time. He just lost his best friend.
If there is one thing that my mother's passing has taught me, it's to tell the one's you love that you love them TODAY-it's too late to say goodbye when they are gone.
I too, feel as though I have lost my best friend and life partner. Only time will tell. I did some very bad things to him and I can only hope and pray that mom's guidance will show him that I still love and care for him dearly. I can only pray that he feels deep down inside that things are not over between us. I don't want it to be too late for us.
Why does life have to be so complicated? Why do I always move mountains in my way instead of out of my way???
I need you mom. I need you now more than ever!
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159.0 lb
Lost so far: 4.4 lb.
Still to go: 19.0 lb.
Diet followed poorly.
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gaining 4.2 lb a week
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