strawberry1972's Journal, 20 August 2008

I did so badly on my diet yesterday.

I guess so. I was handed the shock of a lifetime when my second oldest daughter said she wants to try living with her dad (a province away) now. I think I cried all day and all night and I am even crying while I write this journal entry.

I am shocked and upset and very sad about her decision. I know that she has a right to choose, but honestly, I think she hasn't thought it through entirely. But that's not for me to say. She needs to experience it with her dad and then she will know for sure where she wants to be.

I ate whatever I wanted yesterday, which I thought, wasn't much, and I definitely ate only protein products, but I still went back up 0.2 pounds. I am so depressed because my other half has still lost weight on this diet and may very well weigh the same as me in a few days!!!! I am so upset.
162.6 lb Lost so far: 6.0 lb.    Still to go: 22.6 lb.    Diet followed poorly.
gaining 1.4 lb a week

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Hang in there, don't focus on your weight so much. You've got a lot going on. Take it easy and try your best.  
20 Aug 08 by member: kimbulie
You're putting way to much focus on the number... Up 0.2?!?! Maybe you need to do a number 2?!?! lol!! You've done so well, don't be so hard on yourself. Ps- My 6 year old tells me that she wants to live with her dad ALL the time!! Too bad I have custody... It kills me when she say's that. He's a real dirt bag!! 
20 Aug 08 by member: Keri15
being a kid of divorced parents- i know i just wanted to see what life was like with both parents in order to make a decision. it didn't happen that way and i got stuck with the bad one. i don't know what kind of situation you and you daughter are in, however she is young and try not to hold her decision against her-you know kids do crazy unwarranted stuff on whims thinking its going to solve everything! good luck sweetie...i'll say some montras for you!! 
20 Aug 08 by member: gearhead
I'm sorry about your daughter. Sometimes they have to see the other side and make an informed decision. My husband is very slender too so I run the risk of weighing more than he does, especially if I ever get pregnant. It is one of my motivating factors because he loses faster than me too.  
20 Aug 08 by member: sararay
I agree that you are focusing WAY TOO MUCH on those numbers. Don't let that small fluctuation get you down. Concentrate on your relationship with your daughter for now - and just try not to be too bad!! That emotional stuff can wreck you!! And not just your diet!! Take care of yourself. 
20 Aug 08 by member: Paige E

     
 

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