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Well,
I failed. Not completely I dont believe because I am back on here again. This isnt a new years resolution or anything like that im just sick of being unhealthy. being fat is effecting my life in almost every single aspect. im unhealthy, unhappy, depressed, lazy, and i just dont have motivation to do anything. im terrified of seeing someone i havent seen in a few years and having them judge me for how fat i am. im NOT supposed to be this way. i was always the skinny athletic kid in high school. i joined the military, went away for a while, and now im back. only now im 100 pounds heavier. I HATE it. my problem is that i cant keep a routine for more than 2 weeks. i lose interest so fast and it is so ridiculously irritating. I have vowed to start using fat secret again and writing in the journal as a way to vent. i also will start using the forums and talking to other people about this issue as i feel that is the only way i will be able to achieve my weight loss goals. I havent lossed hope!!
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314.0 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 94.0 lb.
Diet followed poorly.
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Diet Calendar Entry for 07 January 2013:
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150 kcal
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Fat: 3.00g | Prot: 24.00g | Carb: 8.00g.
Breakfast: protein shake. more...
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gaining 0.3 lb a week
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