skinnyjeans's Journal, 30 June 2008

I met my minigoal for today..I was actually 150.2. It's going well, maintaining the pace. I'm alright with how I look now but I do imagine I might want to continue after to 140. I just hope I haven't developed a self-image complexe. Being mentally healthy and feeling good about myself is just as important as physical health. I like to think I'm a balanced person but I just don't see that great body everyone is telling me I have. I shrug off compliments and consider them meaningless and based upon a comparison with my former self. When a person bigger than me compliments, I think, well of course YOU would think I was skinny. And if a person skinnier than me compliments, I think, well that's easy for YOU to say. lol it's awful!

It's funny how I just expect these last 5 pounds to fall off overnight when I know I've been steadily losing 5-7 pounds a month.

Note to self: If I don't have carbs for breakfast (cereal/bread/muffin), I do end up binging on carbs later during the day. I should always have a high fiber cereal for breakfast along with my eggs and fruit)

Next Monday: 149

I hope everyone is doing alright :)
150.5 lb Lost so far: 17.5 lb.    Still to go: 10.5 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.
losing 1.9 lb a week

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your notes to self are great! i like seeing other people doing that lol! i worry about the self image thing too, sometimes i catch myself saying (luckily only in my head) "i feel fat"....so lame....i doubt i truly even know what fat feels like. i should be more truthful and say "i feel gross". but dealing with other people reacting to your size is way harder. they are putting their own feelings onto you. that is tricky! congratulations on meeting your goal! i feel the same way about these last 5 too! 
03 Jul 08 by member: smallboned

     
 

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