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I am having such a hard time keeping my motivation and patience in tact! This week has been my spring break and all I've done is watch TV and eat whatever I wanted whenever I wanted...and I went overboard. I swear, I have not been truly hungry for three days because I am continuously eating. I really want to get back on track, but even then I am constantly getting discouraged because it seems like my hard work isn't paying off or perhaps I am just not working hard enough.
I know that I need to work on my self control and to stay strong. It doesn't help that my friends and boyfriend don't care what they eat, so I am on my own, making it insanely easier to fail.
I'm hoping if I start to religiously use this site that I can get the support I need and tips for controlling my self control. I have been scared to weigh myself the last few days, but I wouldn't be surprised if I have pushed over 140 for the first time in years. I want to get to 120 ideally, but I am not sure that my body is even capable of that.
I need help!
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