Sunday
I'm sorry I haven't been around this week. My mind has not been in a good place. I would love to have more control over my thoughts. I'm planning to start practicing meditation. The surgery tomorrow has me scared. Not so much the surgery as the anesthesia. I need to have another talk with my cardiologist. I will make an appt as soon as I get home. Maybe they will let me talk to him in the hospital. His office is right there. I go in tomorrow morning at 5:30 a.m. The surgery is at 7:30.
On a good note, I have my son's old iPad and I'm having so much fun with it. I don't have a laptop, so this is great. It's helping me keep my mind off tomorrow if anything can. I will try to catch up with my buddies diaries today. If I don't get to all of you, you still have to know I love you, I appreciate you and I need you.