I wish I had started to come to my senses earlier. I just logged on here for the first time in a while and saw that Hell Week had spawned a sequel.
Selina, you are CRAZY for wanting to do that again, but I'm so proud of you. Good luck to you and everyone else that was crazy enough to sign up. You guys are harder than coffin nails.
Now, something a bit more somber. I'm broken... maybe.
I don't really know what's going on with me lately. It's almost like I've been in a diet depression. I just don't care. Everything else in my life is going great, but I just can't seem to care about this right now. I wish I knew why so that I could fix it, but I don't. At least not yet.
I know I've gained weight. Not a horrible amount, but I'm somewhere in the 190s again. My clothes are a little tighter than they should be, but I'm still the same size clothes-wise.
I've gone through a string of sickness, injury, and more sickness. I went for a run this weekend, but I'm regretting it. I tried to do the full 9 mile loop around the lake, but I only made it to 6. I walked the rest of the way to my car. The next morning my ankle was killing me, so I know I'm not 100% healed yet.
The good news is that I haven't given up completely yet. I'm still reading and exploring new health/fitness ideas. I'm currently thinking about using myself as a guinea pig and trying out Mark Sisson's
Primal Blueprint. I've been a reader of Mark's Daily Apple for a long time, so I think I'll give that a shot and see how it goes.
It's weird that I know what to do, but I just don't have the will to do it right now.
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Like I said before, the rest of my life is awesome right now. Including this piece of awesomeness taken at a 5FDP concert.
