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not as happy with myself over the past two weeks that I could should be, haven't been tracking my calories are food and I know if I could get myself doing that again I can get myself back on track a lot easier. I know it halfway blamed the boyfriend but I admit I really can't do that, even when I see him snacking and picking at things all day, he isn't bringing the food up to my mouth and making me bite and chew, my willpower is more to blame than he is. I can't blame his eating habits or lifestyle on what I do, although I do worry very much about his health. he has picked up 40 pounds in the past 7 years and on occasion he will look in the mirror notice his larger frame half-jokingly he will mention going on a diet and then ask me if I see him as fat. in my heart I cannot tell him that I see him larger but I do want to see him improve his eating habits income to have a healthy lifestyle, and I hate to say it this way but I'm not him, I can't shoes what he puts into his body whether it's beer or pizza I cannot control what he consumes I can only hope you make the right choices for himself. I'm not striving to make these changes for anyone but myself I only hope that one day soon he will get off his rear end and start making the right choices for him and his health. so for me to blame what he cooks as to why I'm not making progress I have no right to put that blame on him.
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