BabyYin's Journal, 13 November 2011

I haven't been doing my diet or on here for around a month now. I've been really depressed. I stopped smokeing two weeks ago. My boyfriend had his neck surgery and he's all loopy. Our thanksgiving has been canceled. We were going to go to my brother's house down in Boca but they had some water pipe bust. So I asked my dad to come here and he said no because his new girl friend of only around a month wants to cook for him. My mom just died 7 monthes ago. I don't care that he has one but don't put her above family. I invited her also but he says it's to soon. He's 83 and she's in her early 60's. I've never had a holiday with famliy since high school because my mom wouldnt come over and I wasn't invited where they went, her sister's. Anyway, that's whats been going on and why I haven't been on I also have gianed 7lbs. since my last weigh in. I don't know when or if i'll start back up for now. I've been getting deeper into my depresstion and can't seem to get out. Good luck on all your goals.

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The fact that you are still onboard means you still care. Holidays have a tendancy to put a spotlight on emotions that we tend to ignore the rest of the year. Don't let the actions of others determine how you treat yourself. I see you have done a fantastic job of taking better care of yourself. Don't use the Holidays as an excuse to fail. In the end you will be proud of yourself for pushing through. For awhile until you are back on track drop all the sugars and artifical foods and replace them with natural healthy foods you really like and in the next week or so you will have a much better view on life.  
13 Nov 11 by member: wastinaway
I normally don't comment - but I have to say that I read your profile and I hear what a lot of people around you are doing (and have done) to bring you down. This goal is FOR YOU....this mission is FOR YOU!! You need to put it in your head that "who cares what all of those people are doing around me".....DO FOR YOU!!! Nobody wants to come around for Thanksgiving - DO FOR YOU!! This is your goal....look at how much you've lost so far!! I hear you say what all you don't have and where you can't go.....what you need to appreciate is what you DO HAVE!! Please....PLEASE watch The Secret - you are in control of YOUR life....nobody else....Y O U. So pull yourself back up and remember why you are doing this and remind yourself how far you've come - ON YOUR OWN!!! You can do this....you have come so far....like they say on Nike commercials....JUST DO IT!! Best of luck to you! ☺  
13 Nov 11 by member: lifeisgood1006

     
 

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