HerStrawberri's Journal, 10 October 2011

**EDIT**OMG!!! I'M IN A NEW COLOR ON MY TICKER AND DIDN'T KNOW IT!!!!!!

HELL YEAH!!!!!!!

I feel bad not journaling here. FS has gotten me to where I am and it's like I'm 'cheating' when I'm on MFP. LOL. I'm sure that sounds so silly. I'm not totally confortable with how they do their 'blogs' or journals so I'm think I will still journal over here. You can never have to many resources, right??

I got a 96 on my BIO lab practicum and that makes me feel so GOOD! That makes a B on my exam and a A on the lab portion. I guess I must be doing something right. I'm feeling better with that class. I'm trying really hard to stay on top of the reading and ti seems to be coming easier now. YAY!!

So now about my diet. This past week has been so stressfull for me with my sick father living with us now and just dealing with the adjustment period. My dad and GF are both so freaking bull-headed and BOTH want to be right....it's so stressful trying to make 2 people happy at the same time. I'm NOt eating and my stomach is in knots. So this week, I'm NOt letting them do it to me again. if they have issues they need to TALk to each other. I can't let my stuff fall by the wayside. I have fought to hard to get where I am and I'm NOt going back. they both mean well. they just BOTH need to learn how to compromise. AND that I'm my own freaking person and have managed to function pretty well on my own for 40 years AND I don't need a bull dozer telling me what to freaking do. !!!!! =)

I hope everyone is doing well. I'm sorry i have been MIA. It's been hard with school and my homelife. Since school has started, my FS time has dramtically gone down. Thank you all so much for all the wonderful support and encouragement you have given me. I honestly would NOt be at 80lbs lost without all of you. So thank you. I honestly think THAT is the biggest reason why I can't leave FS.