Ceebee's Journal, 30 March 2011

So I am in a foul mood today.. I had a terrible dream right before I woke up.. In my dream the breaks went out in my car. (I know that means I feel like my life is out of control.. I have that dream alot) then the next little treat my brain had planned for me was a screened in back porch full of snakes.. My dog went out there and I was screaming for him to come back and he did not and I sat there and watched the snakes bite him and his back legs start to sag as he lost control of them from the snake bites.. then my son went out there to save the dog.. he is 6.. I was screaming for him to come back.. because there was no saving the dog.. and I knew that I was going to have to watch the same thing happen to my son. Like right now just writing about the dream is making me tear up. It was horrible.. I woke up before the snakes got my son.. but I had to watch my dog die. IT was just terrible.. and I know it was just a dream.. but good grief... wth.. I am in a really awful mood now and have been for the past 4 hours.. because of that dream. I wonder if tom is near.. cause I feel really weepy as well. :P

Diet Calendar Entries for 30 March 2011:
1889 kcal Fat: 28.40g | Prot: 79.16g | Carb: 310.39g.   Breakfast: sauerkraut, sweet relish, fat free hot dog, light hot dog bun. Lunch: pudding, hummus, pretzel rods, carrots. Dinner: prego pasta sauce, fat free cottage cheese, chicken spinach sausage , smart taste, broccoli. Snacks/Other: cordial, orange juice, light beer, fruit snack. more...
2396 kcal Activities & Exercise: Stretching (yoga) - 8 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours, Resting - 15 hours and 52 minutes. more...

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Oh Girl is is close to that time of the month? I so get that way when I am hormonal. The best thing is to try to relax. It was only a dream, but reflects stress for you. Cuppa tea, warm bath if you can, easy music. Breath. Tomorrow is always near because it is tomorrow, It is easy to type, but not wasy to do for you but try not to let it get to you. Mel 
30 Mar 11 by member: windrider
Must be something in the air. Last night I dreamed I was being chased by zombies & skeleton zombies (still zombies just reduced to bones). They pretty much killed everyone in town, including my sister. Terrible!! I woke up crying. Stupid dreams! Stupid zombies! Stupid snakes! *sigh* 
30 Mar 11 by member: Adrienne54
Mr. Sandman was a D-head to me last night too! I'm sorry you had a rough time in your dreams hopefully your waking hours will be be better.  
30 Mar 11 by member: Kingcole35
I agree with Les... Mr. Sandman was a major D-bag last night. Those kinds of dreams are possibly the worst to shake off.  
30 Mar 11 by member: pixidaisy
OMG, I had a dream I went back to my hometown and some girls told me that dad had gone to the doctor NAKED to weigh himself. I was telling my husband about it the next day, and he said, "oh, it's good you didn't actually see your dad naked in the dream. That would really be bad" But then I remembered. After those girls told me about my dad's trip to the doctor naked, I envisioned it! Ugh! Your dream sounds worse, way worse! I have been having the most vivid dreams lately. I think it's because I'm losing fat, but I like to make things like that up. I hope you feel better soon, girlie. 
30 Mar 11 by member: sooki
Oh Ceebs, that’s awful. Those kinds of dreams shake me to my core. I can’t imagine the terror you felt when you woke up. Those dreams are the worst and hard to shake! I was tearing up just reading about your dream. I’m so glad the dream didn’t take you as far as to watch your son have the same fate as the dog, but it was bad enough the way it was. Pets are like family too… I hope you’re feeling better today, and I hope you had better dreams last night!  
31 Mar 11 by member: deb_bluerose

     
 

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