puhpine's Journal, 04 April 2014

i need to work, really make some hours...

i am so reluctant to do it, it is not even a hard job, just some pixels need to be put in place... it is even a very rewarding job ... and it pays for my steak tonight...

Why am i here writing the journal? why am i looking for excuses? get up, go to the other computer and get it done.... Nope still sitting here :(

i hate myself for not being able to focus on multiple things, i'm supposed to be a woman, i am supposed to handle it all, get up in the morning, bring kid to school, work-out do some groceries, do some household work, pick kid up from school including multiple friends, and while you hear them argue in the back you are also supposed to work and get money in the bank, be presentable, be cheerfull walk through the house in my bette-boop skirt and sing the song from snowwhite "whistle while you work, lalallalallaaaaa"

and when i finally unwind at around 10 o'clock in the evening, your hubbie wants to "you know what", whatever, go my lovely man, you know the way... and then ...

then i write,

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1575 kcal

Fat: 68.85g | Prot: 103.00g | Carb: 134.17g.   Breakfast: Delicata Zeebanket, Peanut Butter, Multigrain Bread, Snack A Jacks Rijstewafel, Coffee. Lunch: Chocolate Covered Peanuts, Berries. Dinner: Nestlé Kitkat, Gekookt Eiwit, Tomaten, Gekookt Ei, Maisbrood, AH Thousand Islands Sla Dressing, Uien, Wortelen, Komkommer (met Schil), Gemengde Sla, Optimel Yoghurt Bosvruchten, Beef Steak. Snacks/Other: Member's Mark Omega 3 Fish Oil (1000 mg), Glaceau Smartwater - Electrolyte Enhanced Water (33.8 oz), Nature Made Calcium, Molensteen Kwaliteit Haver Zemelen. more...

3142 kcal

Activities & Exercise: Sleeping - 8 hours, Resting - 15 hours, Boxing - 1 hour. more...