Hi Rebecca,
I know it's very hard. I am on herbal life and it is great! I have a whole lot of more energy and i don't feel deprived of anything. If you can you should give it a try. It's all about being and living well. I also think it has to do with your attitude and state of mind. My biggest desire is to get OFF of all my meds for diabetes. I AM GOING TO DO IT!!!!
All the best to you.
Love Ya!
Carmen