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It is so much easier to say that you are going to do something than it is to actually do it. I have gone back and forth for over a year (for over my lifetime!) on whether or not I am working on my weight. I get motivated...but then so quickly lose the drive. And here I am once again saying how I want to do this, how I know I can do this. But can I? As quickly as I am motivated, I fall right back into the same habits. I find so many other priorities and build so many excuses.
But now I seem motivated again. Why? As always, for the wrong reasons. My cousin is having surgery to take off the weight. We have always been competitive, so that drive is kicking in. I don't have the money or the means to do the same surgery...but I feel like I am so damn jealous of her ability to get a quick fix.
Diet Calendar Entries for 24 June 2013:
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1492 kcal
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Fat: 79.82g | Prot: 62.31g | Carb: 138.93g.
Lunch: Great Value No Stir Creamy Natural Peanut Butter, Quaker Rice Cakes - Chocolate Crunch. Dinner: Pasta Roni Angel Hair Pasta with Parmesan Cheese, Pork Chop. Snacks/Other: Original Milano Cookies. more...
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4262 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Driving - 1 hour, Desk Work - 9 hours, Walking (exercise) - 3.5/mph - 20 minutes, Resting - 9 hours and 40 minutes, Sleeping - 4 hours. more...
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