peeperjj's Journal, 18 October 2019

Still not eating much. My workouts are definitely suffering! Even quit early today because I just didn’t feel like doing the extra stuff we usually throw in. Still got my half hour in though so just lost the last 15 minutes. Very few breaks but had to take some as I was getting dizzy.

Stupid iphone still won’t back up. Always get the ‘bad connection’ error. Hoping to take it to ATT and see if they can back it up to the cloud for me. It won’t back up to the computer either but I get a different error there. Something about how it just can’t backup. I’m wondering if it’s the Facebook app causing problems, another app or the fact that I have the keychain thing enabled. None of the keychain restored from old phone to this one (40 weeks ago) so that’s my guess.

Finally sleeping again. Switched night meds to morning, doubled it, changed the sleep meds. Haven’t had to take the high powered anxiety med since Wednesday. BUT I constantly have a low level of anxiety. Mostly due to boredom. I have the attention span of a young child ATM. Makes it hard to get much done. Have to find something to do to not be bored, find some concentration to get things done and hopefully find a hobby. Maybe those things will help the anxiety, boredom and have me feeling normal again.

Diet Calendar Entries for 18 October 2019:
1603 kcal Fat: 79.34g | Prot: 88.69g | Carb: 145.33g.   Breakfast: Hershey's Milk Chocolate Bar with Almonds. Lunch: Sun Chips Harvest Cheddar, Sara Lee Delightful Healthy Multi-Grain Bread, Oscar Mayer 95% Fat Free White Oven Roasted Turkey Cold Cuts, Kraft 2% Milk American Cheese Singles. Dinner: Great Value Sliced Cheese 2%, Blue & Gold Pork Sausage, Thomas' Light Multi-Grain English Muffin, Egg. Snacks/Other: MuscleTech Amino Build, Ferrara Pan Jaw Busters, Snickers Snickers Bar (1.86 oz), Premier Nutrition High Protein Shake - Caramel. more...
1677 kcal Activities & Exercise: Apple Health - 24 hours. more...

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18 Oct 19 by member: peeperjj
I cycle 40-50 mi Rides & body just won't perform if I don't eat. Also, fellow chemo survivor (2001), the chemo pretty much screwed up most of my life, psyche as well. Sounds like it is taking a toll on you. Got things back on track last 8 or so years, like the chemo never happened, the body is amazingly resilient. Hang in there.  
19 Oct 19 by member: rgaDawg
That’s great! I can’t wait until chemo brain goes away! They think I’m bipolar now. I’ll go for an appt soon I hope. This dr should ‘test’ me. I’m eating okay half the time and under 1200 the other half. I do that occasionally but usually not this long. It’ll work itself out ;).  
19 Oct 19 by member: peeperjj
Hope it works out soon! 
19 Oct 19 by member: TomLong
So sorry you're struggling right now, hope they figure out what's going on and get your meds straightened out. 💛💚💜 
20 Oct 19 by member: shirfleur 1
Thanks guys! It’s much better other than the boredom and lack of attention span. I’m binge watching tv at the moment while hoping my concentration and attention span come back. Once that happens I have enough stuff to do that I won’t be bored I think ;).  
20 Oct 19 by member: peeperjj

     
 

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