SpoiledPixie389's Journal, 27 May 2008

I know I already wrote in today and I'm sorry for saying I give up... I don't give up, I'm just fed up. This is the first time that I've dieted and my weight actually went up instead of down and I'm having a really hard time with that. I'm not a quitter and if I'm this miserable now, I can't imagine how I'd feel if I gained everything back. I guess all I can do now is to limit my caloric intake as well as continue on south beach. I'll up my exercise as well... I have 3 months to lose these 15 pounds... 5 pounds a month is reasonable so here's to hoping and praying I can do this. I don't know what else I can do so I just hope that something will work. My jaw still hurts from last weeks wisdom teeth removal, that's not too fun and makes finding eatible choices a little tough, but I'm sticking to it. I also have my 8 week check up for my boobs... I'm so stoked that they turned out even better than I anticipated. So anyways, I'll just try to look at how much I've lost and how far I've come... so maybe the rest comes off slow, but the majority has stayed off so I gotta be happy with that at least. I'll post a before and current to remind myself that I've come along way... I've GOT to do this... I am no quitter!