Ceebee's Journal, 14 July 2010

Hey peeps, I have had a bumpy week.. My mother did something that kinda irked me. She did not do it on purpose she was actually trying to be kind. My husband is livid and sure that she is diabolical and that "no one can be that dumb". I have assured him that yes they can be, and she is not an evil mastermind she was trying to do something nice and it came across as very thoughtless and in poor taste. Yesterday my back started really bothering me and as far as I can tell I did nothing to set it off so that always freaks me out.. Today I have fought off the urge to "eat myself happy". (did not do as well yesterday) I feel kind of adrift. A little depressed and everything is making me kind of crazy. I have very little patients with my family ATM. So I find that when I am like that it is better to just keep my mouth firmly closed so that I don't say things that I will regret later. like OMG WHY DID YOU PUT YOUR TOWEL HERE AND NOT THERE.. MY WORLD IS ENDING.. or other equally stupid things. I know that if i just keep on "keeping on" my mood will change to match my pasted on smile. Although my husband is suspicious he keeps saying "was it not a good day today?" and I keep saying my day was fine when really what I should say is my day was horrible cause I have a case of the crazies. I did tell him on Monday that I had a case of the Mondays.. so I could not use that line yesterday and It may be weird to use it again today. Anyway I am gonna try and look at your journals.. sometimes that is just the right pick me up I need.

Diet Calendar Entries for 14 July 2010:
1450 kcal Fat: 53.12g | Prot: 57.96g | Carb: 191.66g.   Breakfast: chobani. Lunch: Junior Mints, bugles, peanut butter, jam, aunt millies bread, movie theater popcorn. Dinner: salsa, lettuce, fat free refried beans, fat free sour cream , ground turkey. Snacks/Other: fudgesicle. more...
2602 kcal Activities & Exercise: Driving - 1 hour and 15 minutes, Stretching (yoga) - 8 minutes, Bicycling (leisurely) - <10/mph - 30 minutes, Resting - 14 hours and 7 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...

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My back has been bothering me for the last several days and today it was bad enough that I called off work. Back pain is the worst. I'm sorry that you have had a few bad days. Weather food wise or otherwise. Can I inquire as to what your mother did? Hope things start getting better.  
14 Jul 10 by member: bump98
Hope today is starting off better for you! I this day brings you nothing but peace. *hugs* 
15 Jul 10 by member: deb_bluerose
Hey Ceebee, I hope you feel better. Maybe take in a pedicure or a nice hot bath after the kids go to bed. And I'm sure you found some good stuff in the forum today. ;) Hugs to you. T 
15 Jul 10 by member: tglenna

     
 

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