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Not much to say. 178 today. I am fighting a "what's the point" attitude in regards to eating. I haven't given into it yet ... and I know that overeating isn't going to make me feel better in the long run but oh how I want to. Yesterday was a tough day emotionally. I know I didn't lose this weight for him ... it was for me ... okay ... gotta go ... this is too hard.
Diet Calendar Entries for 30 August 2009:
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1508 kcal
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Fat: 43.44g | Prot: 99.79g | Carb: 192.42g.
Breakfast: medifast cocoa, Special K Protein Bar Strawberry, water. Lunch: Whole Wheat Sandwich Thins, Alpine Lace Light Provolone, white turkey meat. Dinner: Mexican Blend Cheese, tomatoe, Fresh Gourmet tortilla strips, ground beef, Hidden Valley Ranch Fat Free Dressing, Original Iceberg Garden Salad (Zip). Snacks/Other: twisted vanilla bar, triscuits fire roasted tomato, South Beach Living Peanut Butter Snack Bar, dried mangoes, Rollo Gold Pretzel Sticks, white turkey meat, Fat Free Sharp Cheese. more...
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3070 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Desk Work - 5 hours, Elliptical - 1 hour and 18 minutes, Resting - 9 hours and 42 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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Don't give in, put on some music, something upbeat to put you in a positive frame of mind, the worst times are when one is feeling down and in a fragile emotional state, just picture yourself walking tall and slim, and YES, it is for you, you and you again. :-)
30 Aug 09 by member: Phatatak
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I have a lot of thoughts for you but here is the most important one: you have a right to feel really sad and afraid. Now is the time to think of what is going to get you through this without food. Pray, walk, hug people. Cry. Bake and give it away, paint your back porch. Dig something up out of your garden and move it to someplace else in your garden. Rip out weeds or overgrown shrubs or clean the garage. I'm thinking of you and praying for you!
30 Aug 09 by member: abbadabba
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30 Aug 09 by member: madaboutmoose
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Beautiful posts today on your journal (Phatatak and abba). I would say: then go ahead and eat, you know the formula - eat now, pay later, no big deal (try to put some art into it though). ;-) You are not at all alone moose, things have a way of working out, and never feel bad for being human. Go on, get out of the house and enjoy yourself! BTW: excellent job at holding your weight steady.
30 Aug 09 by member: information
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The idea of putting some art into the kind of eating I'd like to do made me smile. Thanks info!!!
30 Aug 09 by member: madaboutmoose
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Just remember you are not alone in this. We can cry together. I know how hard this is for you as I have gone through it also. I am here. I know you do not want to burden me but I am a big girl and I can take it. I do not want to intrude on you two but remember I love you both and am here is you want to talk. I love you
30 Aug 09 by member: judibird
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Thanks mom ... I know. I hate to burden you and/or worry you, especially needlessly.
30 Aug 09 by member: madaboutmoose
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